Heart full of surrender: P.S.

Forgot to mention in the post, that I had the urge tonight to go back to that same spot & try hitting that approach/left hand turn lane again at about the same speed (when no traffic was around of course). Wanted to hit that thing over & over again until I conquered it & conquered fears with it...

...this is maybe part of the change in me... making mistakes & learning how to overcome the 'failures', inadequecies, challenges, etc....